It’s all my fault!!

I think I had fall in love once more but not with Christine.
I met her few weeks after Chinese New Year 2009.
She got my attention the first time I saw her.
She was petite, cute and sweet.
For me, she is unique and special, I can’t stop myself from loving her.

I knew that this is wrong. But I still can’t stop myself thinking of her.
I knew I have sinned and deserve God’s judgment. But I do not wish release.
Each day, my love for her has grown stronger and stronger.
Her present give me the motivation to move forward.

I thinking of her each morning and dream of her each night

I had paid more attention to her lately and I think Christine notice about it.
But I can’t control myself. I’m weak.
I don’t know how to tell Christine about this.
What should I do about this? I’m so depressed now.
I’m a married man but I had fall in love again.